The Russian War on Ukraine … and more

The Russian war against the Ukrainian people has come as a visceral shock to most of the world and a major wake-up call to those of us who have not quite felt the reality of the Buddhist principle of Impermanence. Throughout human history ignorance (avidya) and suffering (dukhah) have been present, and aggression and violence are far more common today than any sane person would expect, but here we are. Ignorance has become a source of pride in many segments of society. Morally bankrupt leaders are found in every industry and every country. Global Warming is already reeking havoc on the ecosystems of the planet. This is the world we inhabit.

Because of the proliferation of social media and other forms of modern communication, we can get minute by minute updates on what is happening in Ukraine and also how the world is responding. This is an important way to enter into the awakening collective consciousness and help grow and strengthen the field. We will feel tremendous pain and grief arising as we see insanity manifest in violence. And hopefully we will become more sensitive to the violence continually happening in less ‘culturally visible’ parts of the world, such as Yemen, Myanmar, and The Democratic Republic of the Congo, as well as the violence all humans are inflicting on Mother Earth

But we also can feel a sense of hope when we see the tremendous courage of the Ukrainian people and the mobilization of concerned citizens around the world offering support in a multiplicity of ways. Many news outlets, including CBS and NPR are providing information on how to offer financial support. Here are a few more options for this Buddhist practice of dana, generosity, if this is something that works for you.

Americares
international rescue committee
Doctors without borders

Of course the reality that this outpouring of aid is rarely seen when it comes to our ‘non white’ sisters and brothers. This is another wake-up call to move from entho-centric to world-centric in our collective awakening consciousness. It is impossible for any one individual to hold all the details and solve many of the problems of the world, but not impossible to continually expand our hearts and consciousness and awaken deeper dimensions of the collective.

We also have our spiritual practice, where expanding our hearts to hold the suffering while maintaining our own inner equanimity is something we can do in every breath. By joining into the world sangha, we collectively offer and receive the open-hearted support of compasssion and unconditional love no matter what may be arising. If we are feeling strong, we can offer. If not, we can open to receiving.

If you are a more seasoned practitioner, the Buddhist practice of tonglen is a powerful way to sit with the suffering of others. Practicing any or all of the four Brahma Viharas (PYS I-33): Loving Kindness, Compassion, Sympathetic Joy and Equanimity will also be nourishing and healing for individuals and the collective.

Some Words of Wisdom on Embodying Presence from Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen:

To support our meditation practice, we also have our somatic meditation where we engage and awaken the innate cellular intelligence of our bodies, and life itself. This next section comes from my teacher, Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen. Here she articulates the inner principles we have been exploring in the Embodying Presence classes.

“Someone recently commented on this quote of mine that was posted on Instagram: “Feel it in your body and get out out of your brain and frontal lobe.”

They commented, “First, though it must be felt in the brain to reorganize the body.”

That’s a general conception. And it’s valid. What I’m sharing is another perspective. When our body is forming as an embryo, it does so without the brain’s control. There are processes that take place before there is a brain.

The brain itself is one of the later structures to develop embryologically. The heartbeat can be perceived in the embryo at three weeks. Brainwaves are not perceived until about six months. From my experience in researching through embodiment, there is an organization within the tissues themselves that underlies the organization by the nervous system. Experience happens first in our cells and tissues. The nervous system, including the brain, records this experience after it happens.

Each cell in our body has living intelligence. It is capable of knowing itself, initiating action, and communicating with all other cells. Cells experience directly, before information reaches the brain. In exploring the body and movement, there are ways to access the direct experience of our tissues and cells, ways to enter this process before the brain modulates or filters it. When we follow our awareness to this place of directly experiencing, it gives us a sense of open presence in our body.

The brain, of course, is important but it enters the process secondarily, after the experience has taken place at the cellular and fluid level. The brain organizes experiences at a different level. After an experience occurs and is recorded by the brain, a dialogue emerges between the cells/tissues and the brain. This dialogue creates patterns (memory) and helps shape our expectations and responses to present, future, and past experiences.

This is a completely different approach to what most people are used to. It involves opening awareness to your cells and tissues in this very moment.

Then, when you initiate movement from this place of cellular awareness, you provide new information to the brain of what is actually occurring. This is different than responding based primarily upon the memories stored in the brain of what happened in the past.

A cellular approach provides you with new options for perceiving and responding at the body level. This will, in turn, also open new possibilities for how you perceive and respond cognitively and emotionally.

The embodiment of cellular experience and cellular knowing is a thread that weaves through all of my work. If you would like to pursue this subject further, I have two courses on this subject: Embodying Cellular Consciousness through Touch and Movement Exploring the Embodiment of Cellular Consciousness through Movement.

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Not surprisingly, what Bonnie is describing is what my yoga teacher, B.K.S. Iyengar was attempting to communicate to me in my studies with him. It just took me a while to ‘get it.’ So be patient! When Bonnie writes “When we follow our awareness to this place of directly experiencing, it gives us a sense of open presence in our body.” she is in her own words, describing what Iyengar called ‘Samyama in Asana. There are at least two previous blogs on this: Here, and here. Why this never quite made into the main stream of ‘Iyengar Yoga’ is a never ending mystery to me. Samyama, for those new to the Yoga Sutras, is the simultaneous practice of the last three limbs of Patanjali’s ‘Astanga Yoga, dharana, dhyana and samadhi, and is introduced at the beginning of the Vibhuti Pada, or Chapter Three.

Embodying Presence:

Winter Series Mid-Term Notes

Being: Living in Presence: Three Commitments (from Adyashanti)

Commitment to Stillness as the root of Presence
Commitment to resting in the breathing flow, as both portal and anchor
Commitment to compassion for our humanity and the challenges of the commitments

Becoming: Three Principles of Embodying

Finding and feeling the dynamic field of aliveness as vibration and tone
Discovering/feeling/exploring the Yin and Yang poles of tone as:
weight/lightness, condensing/expanding, flexion tone/extension tone etc.
Finding and resting in balanced tone as a portal to Stillness

Belonging: Living/practicing the four Brahma Viharas in all of our relationships in the world
Loving-kindness, Compassion, Sympathetic Joy, Equanimity

Discover and explore how these three link together in our daily lives. As a personal example, it is an act of loving kindness to myself to do my practice every morning. Part of that practice involves invoking compassion as a way of opening my heart. The breathing is essential in both Embodying and Presence practices. I feel my aliveness being more juicy in the presence of joy. My heart opens more when I can feel others distress and suffering.

Embodying Presence as
a vibrational field, embracing all, from atoms to cells, organs, tissues and the world around us

Becoming as awakening to, and exploring the feeling of, the living, breathing, bio-dynamic presence of the body’s energy field. We will call this organizing field as ‘primary tone‘ as it has a vibrational quality, as in music.

Explore primary tone beginning in the feet at K-1. Climbing the wall, walking, dancing, any way to engage your feet. In skiers tadasana, find the flexion/extension balance through feet, ankles, knees and hips, keeping the pelvis vertical, neither ‘tucking’ nor ‘untucking’, as the body bobs up and down. Let your tail hang freely, like a dog, bird or reptile. Feel the support of Mother Earth as yin/grounding/flexion/condensing, as well as the support of Father Sky as yang/ space / extension/ expansion. Here primary tone connects to the Cosmic support of gravity and boundary-less space.

Explore going in and out of the simple standing forward bend, uttanasana, maintaining the flexion/extension tone balance in the legs and notice how the spine responds. Feel the flexion / extension through the joints as an expanding / condensing throughout the whole body.

Connect K-1 to the pubic bones and then sternum, feeling a lift and support to the yin front body and organs, and repeat the above two explorations.

Explore primary tone as a living, dynamic three dimensional volume, surrounding the three dantien spaces, and linked with the Microcosmic Orbit. Dantien means ‘exlixir field’ and thus implies an energetic vibrancy. Our entry points to the volumes are the three bony cavities, the pelvis, ribs and skull.

In general the tone of the Yin/ front body/ gut body/ torso flexion/ condensing Conception Vessel tends to be to low and the tone of the yang/back body/spinal column/ torso extension/ expanding Governing Vessel, tends to be too high. This may be a pattern that begins in utero (premature birth doesn’t allow the compressive forces that build yin flexor tone) or just from a sedentary lifestyle. Our intention is to explore the state of balance between yin/yang and adjust accordingly.


Our starting points to awaken/strengthen yin front body tone are: The pubic symphysis for the lower dantien, the sternum for the middle, and the birthing crown* at the back of the skull near where the upper occipital bone meets the two parietal bones.

(* This is a term Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen uses. First to differentiate it from the crown chakra at the top of the skull, and also as the point of initiation of the birthing impulse of extension, when the baby begins to emerge from the deep torso flexion of the late womb state.

Ideally for labor, the baby is positioned head-down, facing your back, with the chin tucked to its chest and the back of the head ready to enter the pelvis. This is called cephalic presentation. Most babies settle into this position with the 32nd and 36th week of pregnancy. Other fetal positions for birth include different types of breech (feet down) and occiput p
osterior position (face up).)

Awakening primary tone through hands, feet and mouth.

While sitting, feel your hands gently and slowly opening and closing around a center point (Pericardium 8), like a bird about to clasp a branch. Feel you whole body responding. With your feet on the floor, feel them creating (yang) that same flexing/condensing and extending/expanding from the soles of the Feet (K-1), and feel the whole body joining in. You can have in dog pose with this, engaging all four limbs. Feel the body receiving the action (Yin) and then feel the hands and feet receiving the action (yin) from the action (yang) of the body (diaphragm, ribs, lungs, abdominal wall etc).

Now find you soft palate at the back of the mouth (you can use your tongue if necessary). Gently open and close your mouth in an expanding/condensing action similar to hands and feet. Relax you jaws and facial muscles to allow this some ease. Now imagine a gentle suckling action at the soft palate with the tongue, like in nursing. Feel you whole gut body responding, feeling the gentle movement. Relax and feel the primary tome throughout the entire body, from head to toes and skin to organs and bone marrow.

Now place your hands on the back of your skull, like in sirsasana (head balance), and as the mouth slowly opens , lift the back of the skull very gently opening the top front of the spine at Skull – C-1. Feel that as the mouth closes, the upper back of the neck releases as the skull bone oscillates back over C-1. By learning to feel the back of the skull as a source point of initiating extension/ expansion, as at birth igniting, many/most neck issues can be resolved.

Working with Trauma

Embedded in the primary tonal field of the body are pockets of resistance and holding. These come from psychological and emotional traumas, large and small, as well as injuries. Large traumas usually need the help and support of professionals in the world of psychotherapy, as when the trapped energy is triggered, it can often overwhelm the capacity to stay stable amidst the storm. A trained therapist with a grounded nervous system and stable primary tone can act as an anchor and stabilizer as we learn to navigate out own inner world. this is analogous to a parent helping to stabilize a young child when in a state of overwhelm/meltdown. This is why having a deep connection to Mother Earth and Father Sky is important for adults. We all need support for our challenges.

In working with smaller traumas, we can take support from the Stillness awakened in our meditation practice and the linking our our priamry tome to the Cosmic Fields of Mother Earth/Gravity and Father Sky/Spaciousness . the organism inherently moves toward healing and wholeness, but sometimes this process becomes stuck (dukkha). this is why continous practice is essential in the awakening process

Embodying Presence: Winter 2022
Opening Classes Review

Embodying: The Smile: – Presence: Knowing… I Am… Alive…

Embodying: Somatic Meditation – Presence: Just Sitting/Shikantaza

Embodying Presence is the integration of these two through Being, Becoming and Belonging

Being: Presence, Unchanging, Alive, Silent Awareness, I Am
Becoming: Emerging, Evolving, Maturing, Transforming Personally
Belonging: Heart Centered Connecting, Relating, Linking, Feeling, Participating in the Collective Awakening

Embodying Presence: Theme Song: Freedom by Jon Batiste
Embodying Presence: Guidelines for Life: Frank Ostaseski’s Five Invitations

Don’t wait
Welcome all, avoid nothing
Bring your whole self to life
Find and rest in the calm center
Cultivate ‘Don’t know’ mind

Shikantaza (just sitting): Basic Instructions:

Establish a stable and relaxed basic sitting position
Align the three dantiens (as felt through pelvis, ribs and skull) in gravity
With the help of the breathing, awaken your heart center
Allow the heart to connect downward, through the root chakra, to Mother Earth, feeling grounded
Allow the heart to connect upwards through the crown to Father Sky, feeling vast open and spaciousness
Allow your attention to return to the heart center, remaining balanced between, and connected to heaven and earth
Allowing the breath to soften even more, allow your attention to rest as Awareness
Allowing all thoughts and sensations to pass through you, like clouds moving through the sky
Be Loving Awareness
When the mind becomes distracted by the habit of thought
Recognize this and gently allow your attention to return to the breathing
As the breath softens, allow the inner silence to emerge and again rest as silent Awareness
Repeat
Forever
Amen

In the beginning, the power of habitual thinking (monkey mind, citta vrttis) is very strong, so we cultivate both patience and persistence. We also cultivate a sense of loving kindness (maitri or metta) towards ourselves and others so our humanity does not become an obstacle and food for our inner critic. We acknowledge the innate difficulty in changing the deeply embedded habits of mental activity, and yet we find the will power and discipline to hang in there.

Practices of the Heart:

Patanjali, (I-33), and the Buddhists agree: The four Brahma Viharas (the abodes of Brahma) are extraordinary upayas (skillful practices) to be cultivated. They are:

Maitri or metta: Loving kindness is the basic practice, usually accompanied by simple phrases. As one simple example: May we all be safe, May we all be healthy, May we all find joy, May we all find inner peace.
We can also direct it to ourselves; May I…; to others: May he, she or they, and to ones we are most challenged by:
May Donald Trump be …

Karuna: Compassion: may we feel the pain and suffering of others and not turn away, but remain heart centered. It is not necessarily about finding solutions, but keeping our hearts and mind open to the reality of the world and the human condition, and doing what we can to help.

Mudita: Sympathetic Joy: may we be able to take in others joy and feel it as our own as well. a wonderful heart practice.

Upeksha: Equanimity: Often translated in the yoga world as indifference, I prefer the Buddhist equanimity. May we remain centered in our hearts, no matter what may be arising. When we live in a world of such cruelty and delusion, it is very easy to get stuck in anger, frustration or fear. Practicing equanimity allows us to stay present to what is, seeing it fully, while remaining in an open hearted state. the most difficult of the four practices!

Somatic Meditation (Samyama in Asana)

A key element in dissolving/resolving the excess mental chatter is the directing of attention to the immediacy of the sensations of the body and then awakening/using our innate somatic intelligence. Where attention goes, energy flows. As we feel the flowing energy of the body as breathing/prana/qi, our attention temporarily stops feeding the mental habits and establishes neurological connections to the somatic intelligence and atma jnanam or Self- Awareness. (Breathing in, I know I am breathing in.) * Self Awareness is not self consciousness! Self Awareness, Self Realization is wordless, thoughtless, unbounded Knowing, uncapturable in words, thoughts or concepts.

The breathing process is the foundation of our somatic explorations, and we can use this to further explore some of the amazing maps of embodiment traced by earlier explorers. This can help discover patterns of coherence and integration awaiting to be actualized as part of our awakening, and also offer us resources in healing the traumas and wounds we all carry in our somatic energy fields, both personally and collectively.

The Microcosmic Orbit, from Taoism will be our primary reference. It is an energy circuit that integrates the organic and spiritual functioning of the individual with the Cosmic intelligence. The surface points of the Yin Conception Vessel begins in the very center of the perineum and links up with the Governing Vessel in the mouth. The Yang Governing Vessel begins at the tip of the coccyx, also linking with the Conception Vessel at the anus, and continues up the back, around the skull and down to the mouth.

There are acupuncture points along the circuit that we can palpate and we can also bring attention to these through imagination and intention. As an example, we can palpate our sternum where there are seven separate points (we need no be super precise in palpation), link the sensations to the breathing rhythm, release our hands, and then just feel the sternum breathing.

Another map we will be referring to include the five sheaths or Koshas, as noted in the Vedic teachings of the Upanishads. See this Post entitled Being, Becoming and Belonging and scroll down.

The key to working somatically is being able to feel and differentiate the three basic states of energy, also known in Sanskrit as the gunas: Too much, or rajas, to little or tamas, and just right, or sattva. In the tissue, sattva is a dynamic healthy tone in connective tissues, organs and cells. Tamas is dullness, an unconscious heaviness felt as if you are carrying weights around. Rajas is a fidgety restlessness, where the body cannot settle down comfortable.

Our capacity to listen to the body in our somatic meditation is crucial in tracking where we are with the gunas. When we listen deeply and can sustain our attention (dhyana), the intelligence (buddhi) allows a self-adjusting that flows from our cellular consciousness manifesting as our life force/prana/qi. The old habits are often deeply embedded in the tissues, so attention and precise care are required in transforming the stuck spots into flow.

The same states can be also felt, and they are related to the body, in the mind field. Sattva is clear, alert and quiet, like an open sky on a calm day. Rajas is restlessness or the wandering ‘monkey mind’. Tamas is dullness or sleepiness. As we refine our postural practice, the body/mind becomes more balanced and the sattvic state becomes easier to sustain, allowing meditation to arise spontaneously.

Exploring the Three Dantiens: These ‘elixir fields’ can be located through the three large bony masses of the body: pelvis, rib cage and skull. The dantiens are actually energitc fields or the sum total of the energetic movements in each of these regions. They link together, through the micro-cosmic orbit as well as other meridians and vessels, to create the energy field of the whole being.

In general, as we age, the yin Conception Vessel embracing the front body and internal organs becomes more dull and collapsed, and the yang Governing Vessel, through its interaction with the spinal muscles becomes tighter and hyper-active. Thus our somatic goal is to help restore balance by awakening the front body and the organ fields and soothing and releasing the spinal column.

Each of the Dantiens has some tangible reference points we can explore and engage. In the pelvis, it is the pubic symphysis, the keystone linking the weight bearing action of the two legs. When awake, the sacrum is no longer trying to support the legs and can relax. In the ribs, it is the sternum, and the skull is the occiput (GV-16). We will explore these on the next post.